over reacting

im over reacting,
laing on my bed crying and crying and crying
wishing someone, anyone, would find me.
can't you hear me screaming
im over reacting
the pain inside me cant mean anything
because i'm lying
trying to make you feel guilty
im over reacting
a step off the deep end of my heart
no longer able to love
but its only because
i'm over reacting
i'm over reacting
and i'm not worth answering
so I sit in the dark of my room
completely alone
crying and crying
while you keep denying
lying to yourself
i'm just over reacting
because hearing your voice isn't worth all the fighting
because feeling this much pain isn't worth your time
so thanks for everything,
but this is why I didnt let you in
because of this feeling right here
this feeling that you could care less what i say
because i'm just over reacting
maybe you didn't ever really love me
because I know if you did
you wouldn't be able to live
knowing that you're the reason i'm dying
I'm sorry,
but just this once
i know what i'm feeling
and it doesn't matter to you.
      i'm just over reacting...