dear god

dear god, I'm lonely.
If only,
The world could stop spinning
it's making me dizzy.
dear god, I'm waiting.
praying daily
you love me?
i'm failing.
I never meant to lose it
I'm trying
burried myself alive trying to find it
I'm lying,
I'm not who I once was
I'm fighting
To be who I will be
dear god, i'm sad today
somehow
I lost my way
dear god, I miss you
and what's true?
the sky's blue.
I followed you yesterday
believe what I told you
It's my day
to see my own sunset
I'm flying
with wings like an angel
I'm dying
a sinless desire
dear god, its a fire
the devil's a liar.
Saw him once before
now I cant anymore
dear god, i'm trying
to love the unfading
wayfaring
I'm not on my own
I'm unburied.
you carried
my soul on your shoulders
I'm praying
I will see you again
dear god, I will see you again.