dear deserving

dear deserving,
I deserve the truth.
I deserve a where and why
I deserve the truest lie.
dear deserving,
I deserve your trust
I deserve to care about you and me
& I deserve for  you to let me.
dear deserving,
I deserve to be happy
I deserve a smile
& I deserve for you to stay a while.
dear deserving,
I deserve a place to say i'm safe
I deserve someone to wipe my tears
& I deserve somewhere to leave my fears.
dear deserving,
I dont deserve to fall in love
I dont deserve to believe in myself
I dont deserve to give what you take
& I dont deserve to hurt.
dear deserving,
you don't deserve me
and i don't deserve you.