Thinking...again

As you may know, I think ALOT... I don't know why but I do alot of analyzing and observing the things that happen around me. I don't know.... people my age or any age don't really think the way I do... I think about the future of the world and the condition of mankind. I think about the irony of it all, the beauty of it all, the sadness of it all. I think about questions and then the answers. Everything seems to come into my head and I have no idea why... thats just the way I am I guess. I'm trying to make a decision on how to use this "gift" i guess... Like, how I can use it to impact someone or something. I can't explain this very well but I just have like this hidden knowledge in the back of my mind that makes me see the world differently. I just don't know what to do with it.... thats the hard part.