rock paper scissors

decisions for today; figure out where up goes and where down doesn't.

-start time:

so when you look up, you see sky, or cement, or plaster, so when you are inside you can't really look up-check one. when you look down, you see ground, or carpet, or tile, or grass, or dirt, but it doesn't matter where you are, you can't see past your feet-check two. so when you deprive yourself of imprisonment or ignorance then you can see past today into everyday but you still can't ever figure out why your still standing. is it because someone is holding you up or is it because someone is trying to drag you down. is the floor keeping you back or is it pushing you forward (lets save this decision for tomorrow) lets say its pushing you forward, then the ideas or reasons supporting your knowledge are more illogical than logical but you cannot define either. what you define is undefinable by definition but what if you don't define what it is your defending or what's supporting you? then you are not limited to the world's perception of where you're allowed to look. if you are then allowed to look wherever you please then you are able to see past everyone else's ignorance and into your own sky. So the indefinable freedom of skyriding past now is where up goes-check three. so then where does down not go? down is the opposite of up. so down must therefore be the definable imprisonment of land bearing behind yesterday. clarification- people are defined by being imprisoned by their past-check four. so therefore, where down doesn't go is up.

-stop time: end of 20 second brain processing period

check&relapse:
one- when you are inside you can't look up
two- it doesn't matter where you are, you can't see past your feet
three- the indefinable freedom of skyriding past now is where up goes
four- people are defined by being improsoned by their past

decision:
where down doesn't go- is up.

(repeat process every 10-20 seconds)

so, basically if any of you were actually able to follow that- kudos to you. you have now experienced a tiny part of the way my brain works every 20 seconds. congratulations.