something for me

I've decided a few things today:
1. i love my mommy
2. life is amazing no matter how terrible we make it sound
3. i can't go a day without talking to garret or i'll go completely insane
4. yay! is my favorite word
5. its late and i should probably be doing my homework right now...

Oh well, anyway. so I am in a fantastic mood right now if you can't tell. I want to go dancing in the street and spread my arms out to the sky! So much has been dragging me down lately with all this stress and heartache that I've been missing out on what's right in front of me. So, I have an amazing family who loves me, my friends are awesome, I'm going to have a great time at homecoming this weekend, and life is great.
It's strange how once you take out negative thoughts, really positive thoughts just start flooding in and you forget about the bad things that are going on in your life. I think as humans we naturally see the worst in everything and sometimes we get wrapped up in all the hard stuff. But, if you can just shut your eyes for ten seconds and just stop. stop worrying. stop stressing. stop crying. and just delete all the bad- you allow yourself to a new perception. allow yourself to see that all the bad, is just a huge wall blocking you from living your life. Sometimes we just need to hit that wall and fall apart to realize that but when we get back up and that wall shatters we can walk past it and learn to climb over it next time. I don't know, everything is just perfect. And no matter how fogged our rear view mirrors are- life really truly is an amazing, wonderful gift and we should treat it like a gift. We shouldn't waste it. No. It's time for a change.